Depression

She spreads her wings to fly, but cant take flight, too much in side waying her down a tear she cries to let the world know shes not the real girl they think she is She turns her back to the words of others and walks on, they know her name not her story, inside is a heart broken and missing peices she glues it together the best she can, it may be broken but it still feels the pain, she pulls a sharp blade out and slices her tender skin and watches the red blood drip, she cries many tears over things that shouldnt hurt her, the scars are her whole past story, some how she will always end up slicing her forearms once again

cosmiccreeper

i8thecookie:

NO BUT YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH THIS HIT ME RIGHT IN THE FEELS. LIKE NANI TRIED SO HARD TAKE CARE OF LILO AND TAKE HER MOTHERS PLACE AND LILO BEING A LITTLE SISTER FIRST AND FOREMOST OFTEN GIVES NANI A HARD TIME AND JUST EARILER LILO TOLD HER SHE WISHED MOM WAS THERE AND THAT NANI WASN’T ENOUGH FOR HER AND SHE SAID “DON’T YOU THINK I KNOW THAT” LIKE NANI TRIES SO HARD AND IS SO AFRAID THAT SHE’S GOING TO FAIL OR DISSAPOINT HER MOM BUT WHEN LILO TELLS HER MOM WOULD HAVE BEEN PROUD OF HER YOU CAN JUST SEE HOW MUCH THAT MEANS TO HER AND OH MY GOD WHY